we have to change ( not finished)

hai indians

when i first saw her

Subhash said "Every body love, you also must find a lover", but i don't believe that till that morning ,but now I don’t think any one in this world would pass plus two not even thinking about a girl or boy for a single night. Now I am calling back my old memories, I can’t even count one night with out her memories. Yap I love her a lot. Don’t you wanna know who is she? Her name is Vini. I saw her in temple for the first time. She is in a beautiful Kerala dress (pattu pavada). I am still confused who is more attractive dress or Vini, definitely she. That day make my belief in god more stronger coz she was just sitting right in front of me. I am very happy coz I am going to see her every day, we are in same class; hey don’t think in same school, same tuition class. Now I had a meaning for my school days. I don’t know what happening to me after I saw her. I don’t know what love is till yesterday. Someone says this first love, but i feel this is my first experience. Every day I go early. She always comes late. I am in my last bench. She is her side seat. How beautiful she is. Days gone, weeks gone, but I didn’t express my love.

This is the day, my heart begin to sing

This is the first time I smile at temple

She is the first girl who stays in my eyes for a while

I know my first love begin to start for the first time

In night she is a moonlight peeping through my window

In day she is a breeze hugging allover my body

I wish to hold her hand in every step

I wish to kiss her when I miss her

What ever I do ,like a baby

But I wish to believe she love me

This time that worst thing happens. She came to know about my love, I don’t know how that happens coz one or two of my friends know about my love. I am very sad, she changed the seat she used to come first in class and take the middle row. I began to came late I have to take the first row (sir bring me there for late coming). I questioned my friends; I came to know about my twist in my love.

Yes she loves me. But the thing is not vini her friend. What I wanna do, you say, I lose heart completely. I don’t wanna reveal her name .I will call her Athi. She is the best friend of vini and Sandeep; you know sandeep is the friend of mine. I used to say every thing about my love to him. Now you understand how she came to know about my love. Now vini and Athi become enemies. She also hates me. I get little chance to see her. I completely lost my mind. That time my friends came to play in this story, most important role. Vishnu, Anuroop, Akhil and Kiran, they said “da, give Vini chance to know more about you, for that you have to make friendship with her “. Now you say how I can convert my love to friendship. It’s very easy because I need her, I don’t wanna lose her. I decide to use Sandeep as my messenger. I said to him “just tell to Athi, I wanna make friendship with Vini, I drop my love, and I only need her friendship. If she likes me as her friend, just smile at me next time we see”. He had done his job well.

Wednesday came; I reached early in class for the first time, ya she is coming. Unexpectable thing happened, she didn’t smile at me. But all others expect that. Now I am not sad I am angry, I decided not to go to class and sit alone in home. I wrote my first poem in life. Nothing to say more full of grammar mistake and spelling mistakes, Prave corrected it and give me 2marks out of 10 , now I remember that.

But next time it happens, Saturday comes, after my physics class in the morning, I don’t watch her. I just simply walk to school with Rakesh. One thing I forget to tell that, I don’t follow her, I made her to follow me, now you think how I do that hah. its simple, just walk in front of her, she never wanna overtake me, and others thought she is following me, simple trick, ok leave it. I reached S V Press, somebody call me,” AKASH”, I turn around, its Neena and Vini with her. Suddenly everybody begin to laugh, expect Vini. All are staring at me not even students everybody on that place. You have to think one thing, its national highway, so many offices and schools there and a lot of people. What a horrible situation, I am sure you never wanna face such a situation in your life. Now I came to know that, everybody came to know about my love. I feel shame for some moment, but I feel happy coz, she accepted my friendship. That day I understand girls have guts.

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